All I want for christmas...

is you!
of course it's you, who else?

in a few days it's the christmas holiday, and of course after christmas there is new years eve, and after that there is the james concert and afther that there is carnaval and after that... yeah you get the point, right?

So what are all you guys doing during this upcoming holidays?
I bet you all planned a lot of fun things, of course party a lot! that's were the holidays are (partly) for don't you agree? and during the mornings and afternoons you eat all nice christmas things, anyway I know I can't resist it!
But also some of us are doing something more interesting, fun or adventurous,
Mireille is going back to the US to see her other family for christmas!
I hope you have a nice time over there mie!

For my dear friend Essepoester it won't be long before here own exposition will be up already, I'm so proud of you :D
and really hope I can be there with you!

So what I'm I doing myself this holiday?
Well not as special things as the girls who took the lead in this piece, but I sure am doing some fun things.
Of course my plan is to party on the second night of christmas and new years eve!
Apart from that, I will be able to see some of my friends who don't live very near to me again! so we will arange a mini-meeting, do some shopping with my best friend, a reunion with my last class from highschool and of course visiting the James Morrison concert with Jorien!

Well I don't have anything interesting to say further, so I'll just keep it this way..
Have a merry, merry christmas everyone!
and of course a smashing newyear! don't get too wasted;)

Woooohooo!

I feel good, lala lala lala la etc. (yep that's the song)
Yes I do!

This morning I woke up very early without using my alarm, why?
This morning the tickets for James Morrison in the HMH are for sale!
soo...what did I do?

Ofcourse, you can take your sleepingbag with you, and sleep in front of the postoffice door, and when it's time you just run as hard as you can, just to be first at the counter.
But this girl right here, has to work every saturday afternoon, so if I did that.. I would probably be late on work, and I guess my boss won't be too happy with that.
So I just couldn't do that, but I just have to have those tickets for me and Jorien, we just have to go!

So, option #2: Let someone else get the tickets for you.
Nah-ah won't work, Jorien herself had a cardriving-lesson sceduled, my sisters had to work in the morning, and my partens are also busy with preparing everything for this afternoon,
because it's my sisters birthday today!
happy birthday to youuu, happy birthday to youuu, happy birthday dear sisteeer, happy birthday to you!

You will all see my second option wasn't a good plan either so then you will just have to try something else and hope for the best!
the internet
so as I said; got op early, switched on the computer, found the website of ticketservice, logged in and refreshed the page again and again and again, and many more times until it was exactly 10 o'clock.
so I click the button: 'bestel' or in english 'order'
and do you know what it says? :O
"The internetsite is to busy at this moment, try again a couple minutes later"
do you know what I have to say to this?
NO! NOOO WAY! THOSE TICKETS BELONG TO ME!
so I got angry and sad at the same time, and just kept on clicking the button 'order', but still the same reaction!

did I wait this long for no tickets? so I ran upstairs, woke my dad to help me out and ran back downstairs to try again.
and just when my dad was downstairs to look for more options...it worked!
do you hear me? IT WORKED!!

but then still you have a line above the webpage that says: please finish your order within 3 minutes, or else your tickets will be given away
so I clicked everything as fast as I could..and it was within 3 minutes! the tickets are mine!
I have them here already because due my fast clicking I chose the orderoption: ticketfast
then you get an email with a document where your tickets are in, so you print them..and you have them at home already!

youuu give meee somethiiing!
yeah, exactly.. you gave me the tickets!
well, after I paid for them ofcourse ;)

now I'm going to look if it's sold out already, hihi
see ya later! x

Just walk away!

You've got your mother and your brother
Every other undercover
Tellin' you what to say, say
You think I'm stupid
But the truth is
That it's cupid, baby
Lovin' you has made me this way
So before you point your finger
Get your hands off of my trigger
Oh yeah
You need to know this situation's getting old
And now the more you talk
The less I can take, oh

(Ref) I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away..

I waited here for you
Like a kid waiting after school
So tell me how come you never showed (showed)?
I gave you everything
And never asked for anything
And look at me
I'm all alone (alone)
So, before you start defendin'
Baby, stop all your pretendin'
I know you know I know
So what's the point in being slow
Let's get the show on the road today
Hey!

Ref.

I wanna love
I want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires
I wanna man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me?
Die for me?
Live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me?
'Cause if you don't then just leave

Ref.

If you don't have the answer
Walk away
Just walk (walk) away
(Just walk away)
Then just leave
Yeah yeah
Walk away
Walk away
Walk away


Exactly! so got that guys?

Recognised a little bit of myself in the videoclip, I bet more of you do ;)
Kelly Clarkson – Walk away

My Own..

yeah that's a show of mtv, and how I'd wish they made it in holland also!
I guess everyone secretly has a sort of idol and it really wouldn't be that bad to have that person for your own, or someone who comes near to be it ofcourse..

me too! I want my own... hmm difficult question? yes it is, there are so much nice men in the bizz!
Like Orlando Bloom, Johnny Depp, Viggo Mortensen,Milo Ventimiglia, Matthew McConaughey, Steward Townsend, James Morrison...

They could make it for different area's of the netherlands every time because else your 'my own' could still live far far away, not very handy, right? ;)

I can already think of some episodes for our lovely Brabant!
one for james morrison(pick me! pick me!)
and also a few requests for my friends which I think I know they're ultimate nice man of.
Here we go:
Mayow for her own Stef from Textures
Essepoester in her battle to find the best Max Rafferty look-a-like
Jorien has to choose between Orlando and Johnny for her episode, it's a hard disicion girl.. I know!
I guess Sharon would want your own Bill Kaulitz and..
Krisch her favourite man is Shaun Morgan, am I right? so come on guys!
and then we still have Marij.. but I think she doesn't need a look-a-like Van, so she already has her dream guy. You go girl!

I guess I gave Mtv The Netherlands enough information and ideas to start MY OWN. right here! right now! ..in our lovely water country


o yeah, one final thing which I had to tell you guys, the whole Lily Allen concert is on internet for you all to see! so go to
Lily Allen live in Paradiso

see ya!

Lifestyle of the fabs & the awesome

It all started yesterday evening...
me and my best friend started talking in english on msn, and as we talked on, we kept on doing that...we're kinda silly sometimes, don't mind us.
It sounded a little geeky so we realised we're not just that, but english talking awesome geeks!
Well while talking we made a sort of future story for ourselves...
Because my dear friend is going to be an amazing photographer, and I'm planning to be producer we will start our own company with producing, phtographics, musiclabels and so on
Me and my fabbie in crime, Louise will live in London(in the first place) and have a few vacation places like in hawaii, somewhere in the U.S. , like New York and ofcourse the lovely Brisbane in aussi.
Die toerk & pandi around the world (yeah that's us)
All this just because we were in a silly mood and were trying to improve our english a little bit!
We would go international and build our fame, and ofcourse our company should have an apealing name! and because we are sooo fabulous & awesome, we decided to pick the name:

The fabulettes

All the great celebrity's want a recordlabel from us ofcourse and so we'll get to meet people like James Morrison, The Kooks, Lily Allen, The Donnas and The Veronicas are our best friends at that time!
James will not be able to resist me and the same thing will happen between Louise & Max Rafferty, we're just so amazing.. living in a complet lifestyle of the fabs & the awesome
And ofcourse we will meet our heroes from the movie, Lords of Dogtown... very nice skater/surferboys;)
no doubt they'll teach us who to become the best skater/surfer gals!
and we will be able to dance like hun (yeah yeah..I mean Honey ofcourse)

We and our company will be IT, the creme de la creme...the nose of the tuna! (no, not the salmon..the tuna!!)
All the guys who treated us bad will regret they're wasted changes.. because they'll see who we really are! come on!

while reading this my dear fabbie will think: damn you noes! your so bad...(with the british accent) but it's just true! we can't help becomming this all, do we?
We're not kapulets, but fabulettes!
with necklaces like carrie in satc, but then with our fab name ofcourse.. so preppy that it's amazing

According to Bob, a friend from school (and no he's not having a weblog that's called that way:P)
silly is like the new cool, so that's an amazing compliment!
thank you, thank you! you are going to be the best secretknight-agent! I just know, and if you ever need anything out of the bizz, you know where to find us!


*because of private rules we changed names in this article.

You just can't knock em out

that's what she said before she started singing 'knock em out' last friday night @ paradiso..
Lily was just awesome! The preformance just couldn't be better, except for her clothes. Secretly, deep in our harts we hoped to see our Lily in a dress with sneakers and much more goldish jewelery, the real Lily-look!
But her voice was sooo pure, I didn't hear one wrong tone in anything so gooo Lily!
She also went easy on the beer but she was smoking weed on stage... but well she's in A'dam, so what right..
She brought a group of 9 people with here on stage including background singers, trumpet, saxophone and so on, so you could say they did her best to impress us!
The introduction of all her song was also in a very Lily-ish way, like: 'this song I wrote for my gals(girls with accent) because I guess you all had trouble with you ex-boyfriend sometimes'.
And further before knock em out she used all signs to make clear what she meant, like grabbing her ass..in a guys way hehe.
Then she suddenly started performing a song completely unknown! so for now, limewire help me out!

I also saw like 3 or 4 people with camera's, for filming, not pictures, who were from paradiso or Lilys' crew so I'm just going to ask really nicely if it becomes a dvd and if it's possible for me to get it, that would be awesome, maybe I'll even see myself in the crowd!

But time flies when you're having fun, and so after a while it was already ending but maybe she comes back to Holland in a while so we'll see here then again! I'll be there..

In the magazines they talk about weight loss, If I buy those jeans I can look like kate moss

The rest of the weekend we did a little shopping, well not that little hehe and watching sex & the city. I still don't have a new wintercoat because it seems the one I saw on the internet just wasn't in stores here. So that's a pitty, but I have the whole week of from school so enough shopping time left!

For now I going back celebrating the birthdays of my mom and dad and they're 25th wedding anniversary!

Curious about Lily? www.lilyallenmusic.com & http://www.myspace.com/lilymusic

xx Noes

We all love Lily! .. and james ofcourse ;)

hey y'all!

Just one more day and then... Lily Allen! woohoo
I'm so excited to go! Most of all, I'm really curious about her stage preformance, because youtube showt me one gig of her that wasn't that great, but let's hope for the best.. and that is that Lily isn't drunk this time so this is for you Lily, leave the beer alone!
we will take care of that hehe

But almost friday and there's still the question...what to wear?! I just have no idea, so I'll just take my closet with me to A'dam and decide what to wear when I arrived.(at a'dam, not the concert ofcourse)

Well 3 of the 4 examens are finished and over all, they went well:)
still some difficult things ofcourse but let's hope it compares with all the things I did do in the right way, so 3 down, 1 to go!

The James-addiction isn't over yet, so that will take a while...
the concert was sold out! that's a pitty, just hope he will come back to the netherlands really soon..and the veronicas too because of some reason I miss all the concerts they have around here

well enough wining for today, in a few days you will have the whole journal of comming weekend to read over here! Including pictures, so I can hope we can get the camera to the concert

bye bye for now!
xx noes

(www.jamesmorrisonmusic.com www.lilyallenmusic.com www.theveronicas.com )

Call the police, 'cause I've lost control and I really want to see you.. bleed

well not really ofcourse;)
the title of this post today is just a little piece of my new addiction, james morrison!
you all know him from he song ' you give me something'
besides the fact he's kinda good looking.. his music is fantastic, awesome, sometimes cute lyrics and so on..
Within a day I allready downloaded the whole album, burned it on cd and listened to it until I got sick of it(which still didn't happen by the way;) )
whatever I do, I'm under the influence of youhou..

yeah sorry I'll quit doing that, It's a good thing though you can't hear me sing, that's worse.. trust me hehe

Had to give a presentation of a project again yesterday, was really nervous before because I saw the teachers in the front of the room and we were at the same time as another group, but then with one from another class, but it were nice people so that was a relieve!
the presentation went well, alltough we had some comment on the sposoring we used.. but it was our first project of this subject so we'll learn from that for the next time!

Right now I'm having a few days off from school, so we can all study for the exames that are comming next week, so fingers crossed but better is to just study real hard..
At the final exam day I have my co exam of narratolligy, which is the last exam already! after that I will jump on the train, (well you can't say it that way in english I guess, but you know what I mean right?) but the main point is.. That train will take me to amsterdam were I will see Lily Allen live! woooohoo, the day I after we will do a little shopping around Amsterdam to relax from my examens and esthers' tests, so that will be just amazing, almost can't wait!

So more on that after that weekend! I'll give you a complete overview of the concert and things I bought while shopping ofcourse.. so a little more patience please, it's not that long anymore!

Lalala..well I know it's a wonderful world, but I can't feel it right now, I thought that I was doing well but just wanna cry now, well I know that it's a wonderful world from the sky to the sea, but I can only see it when you're here, here with me..

that's it for now!
bye *waves* xx noes

Tef awards

Hi!

yesterday night there were the TEF-awards from school!
I'll give you an overview of the day ;)

Earlier that day me, marij and sharon went to school to hand in our Sid Meier's Pirates powerpoint for MultiMedia, a lot of confusion about that, because someone heard that you couldn't use music and stuff from Pirates of the Caribbean, so if that was true.....it was pretty screwed.
So to be sure I mailt our teacher but later I was in a hurry to get on time for the bus so I couldn't check my mail anymore...woops, and then?
well then...I just went to school hehe, and hoped for the best. We handed in our powerpoint then me and marij had to go grocery shopping for that evening.
btw.. today I had an email back, and it was just a gossip, so don't worry.. pirates of the caribbean is allowed!

Me and marij cooking:
I could say it in a few different words, but they'll all tell you we aren't kitchen princesses ;)
We had to hurry so we made things in the wrong order and forgot the add some ingredients but after all we eat, allright...standing in the kitchen in the dark but were on time at the avenue were the TEF-awards took place.
applause for that!

well we didn't won the awards, but the winners were really good so congrats to them! you earned it!
After sitting for way to long and listening to all presentations we had a little afterparty..
I was supposed to be a not that little party but after a while sort of almost everyone left because of the last trains & busses or whaterever why..and just a few people remaind, including me!
It was pretty fun but the blue sweater left also, so my plan sucked and well... it didn't work hehe, but there always is a next round ;)

well above this all you see what the burritos are supposed to look like, ours weren't but one day.. we will be able to cook!

thats it for now, because my intention was to study today and untill now I didn't succeed in that either..

xx Noes

Bastards!

Here I am again!

today was another saturday of working at the supermarkt, usually fine, sometimes even fun with nice co-workers but also often a day that can really piss me off.
like this time I had to clean the catine, well ok..not that bad I'll do it. But a few people didn't clean they're dishes so I had to do it, so after all the cleaning I open the cabine where the plates belong.. *BANG*
plates on the floor, broken (well not all of them luckely)
well some bonehead didn't look when placing his plates back in the cabine because they were on top on a plastic tupperware thingy, so when I opened the door they all fell out, well thank you very much! bastard, ofcourse nobody said: o I'm sorry I did that!
so I had to clean it up en feel guilty, but the boss wasn't mad luckely:)

after that this bloggerthing didn't want to republish my blog after writing a new post, so I got even more a bad temper... but everything is solved, so I stop wining now;)

The Nice Things:
I went to 'The Devil Wears Prada' with my sister and 2 friends of hers, I expected a lot of it but is was even better!
The boss in the movie was a real bitch and I quote:
"that's all" (in other words: leave...right now)
"I tought, I'll hire the smart....fat girl (she wasn't fat at all, just not skinny as al the other girl around there)
well I won't tell to much yet, for those of you who still want to see it, but I really recommend it!

I have new shoes from A'dam! Vans'...they are just awesome, great, beautifull..etc.
for debbie: here they are.. well a little higher then;)

Also I have a new baby cousin(a girl), she was born on october 12th and here name is Finn, she's really cute and she's being baptised(if you say it that way) tomorrow, so I'm going there..

They day after she was born an older cousin got married with hugo and we had a party that night, it was really fun and she also did a little show with her band there.
In case you are curious, the site of they're band is www.wickymusic.nl

On monday we have TEF presentations from school, and the projectperson Oscar told us that he tought there was a party after that..so let's hope that's true!
then I also have a chance to make that blue sweater mine, hehe:P

Well, last but nog least: the oc seaon 3 is available on dvd since a few days on bol.com
I don't know who else is interested, but I know me and leo are!
just looove the oc! I still have to order it but leo has it almost, well we hope it's on it's way to him!

so that's it for today, have a nice weekend everyone!
see ya later ;) xx Noes

My awesome fall-vacation

Let me tell you about my vacation from last week, where was she up to this time?
well ..it was a lot!
On the very first day I got up early and took the bus to breda, but when I arrived there suddenly all busses (like 60 of them) left the train station with an: o yeah, sorry we are going to strike, so no busses and trains 'till half past 3... (at that time it was half past 10 in the morning)
great start of your vacation right?
well, I called the friend I was going to and luckely her mom was home and they came to pick me up! I couldn't be more gratefull!
the rest of the following days was nothing but laughter, shopping and other things I think belong to you vacation.
Later that day me and essepoester went on photoshoot, unfortunately for her, I can't be serious at a moment like that so the pictures turned out different then we tought they would. But it was fun and the pictures weren't half that bad.
The next day we went shopping, who doesn't like that? but after that I had to go home again, so that's to be continued ;)

On thursday and friday I went to one of my sisters in Amsterdam, for more shopping but also some expositions. Fasion DNA and The Kate show(kate moss ofcourse)
When shopping I found the most fantastic shoes ever, and my sharkteeth necklace!
We love Amsterdam
going there again on november 10th for the Lily Allen concert, yeah

well, that were my fall-vacation things for now, if I remeber anything shocking I forget, I'll let you know..
ciao! Noes

My first post

Hey you all!
this is my very first post, on my very first own blog!
I just started with trying out everything so it isn't that great yet, but I assure you, my blog is going to be awesome!
so keep following me and my experiences!
love, noes